Now And Forever

Well it is obvious that I am bored. What’s new right? I should be studying for my finals this coming week but here I am doing a meme. Anyway, here goes.

Rule: Remove one (1) question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people on your list. List them out at the end of this post.

1. If given a chance to change something in the past, what will it be and why?
I would change the day I screwed up in DLSU because I really had fun when I was in DLSU.

2. What color do you like most?
Pink

3. What, in your opinion, is the most over-used adjective today?
Cool

4. Where would you like to go to the most?
A friend’s house

5. What subject do you hate the most?
Any subject that needs math like Calculus and Physics

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
Ponder on it and think why did it happen. Most of the time it makes me more sad.

7. Do you like masquerade balls?
I don’t know. Is this the ball where you where masks?

8. What do you love the most about last year (2007)?
Overnight procrastinating.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:
Tori is an anime lover, a true friend, and a “sabaw” moment friend.

10. How do you cope with boredom?
Watch Proposal Daisakusen and My Sassy Girl over and over again.

11. What is one thing you’ll never get tired of?
Playing video games.

12. If you’re not doing this meme, what should you be doing at this moment?
Studying for my Psychology finals in Tuesday.

13. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
I wish I can be a truly happy person.

14. How did you celebrate new year?
Just ate with my family. No fireworks because it’s boring here in the US.

15. What’s your worst attitude?
Sometimes I tend to be too much pessimistic about the world.

16. If you were to get stuck inside a movie, which movie will it be?
Proposal Daisakusen SP because Masami Nagasawa is there. She is so cute!

17. What do you look forward to in 2008?
Go to work and at the same time play video games.

18. If you were to do one bad thing and get away with it, what would it be?
A very romantic date with *toot*

19. What’s your worst nightmare?
I was dying because I saw my problems literally and was killing me.

20. If you were a thing, what would you be?
A cell phone because I want to connect people.

I tag: Biscuit, Zyg, Rei, Chip, Venus, Gemi, Tiffany, RJ

I’m done! I can study at peace…

Well I have been procrastinating for 12 hours and 4 minutes to be exact. What’s new? I should have done my Psychology paper and my English paper today but I did take 2 of my quizzes today so hooray for me. I should also be studying for my test this coming Tuesday for Anatomy.

I have been talking to RJ for almost 10 hours and all we talked about are the so called “non-sense”. Ok it may not be morally correct but I learned a lot! The “non-sense” talk was our first conversation when we met and now we are doing it again. We are like repeating our history. Kudos for us! All I can say is that men can definitely have the ultimate bonding experience (UBE) if they talk about “non-sense,” if you know what I mean.

We also decided to make our own joint-blog just for fun. We’ll be posting non-sense (not what we talked about), anything under the sun things we find interesting. So maybe you can drop by and give a comment to our posts. Comments are very much appriciated!

RJ also said that he was reading Jensen’s blog. It was his old blog and it was really full of emotions. Jensen is my favorite writer by the way. I really like the way he writes specially on his blog. Too bad he stopped writing and I don’t know why. I hope he starts again soon. I’m always thrilled to read his posts…

I just want to share an awesome video of Aya Hirano.

Isn’t she so cute or isn’t she so cute? The end…

Yay an update!

I got a 100 in my last test in Anatomy. Don’t be surprised. For the record, I did not get all the questions right. I got a 100 because of the curve our professor gave. I originally got an 86. Hihihi. He’s so kind to us.

I guess another amazing thing is that I discovered a Japanese grocery store near school. So I bought a lot of snacks and drinks like Calpico, Ramune, Ghana, Hi-Milk, Pocari Sweat, etc. The owner of the store knows me now because I go there almost everyday. At least I’m spending my money wisely? Rather, I’m becoming a gluttonous kid of Japanese treats, lol.

It’s been awhile since I bought a figure. Good thing my Lucky Star Nendroid PVCs came last last week. Haro from Gundam 00 also came last week. Apparently, Haro tells the time in Japanese. I’m also trying to figure out what other things Haro can do since I can’t read the Japanese manual that came with it. Hehehe. It’s a very annoying alarm clock too. Lol. Kuya Zyg and I have the same Lucky Star figures so we can’t trade. Sorry I won’t post pictures because for some reason it won’t appear the way I like it.

As for gaming, I’m playing Final Fantasy: Crisis Core. It’s the prequel of Final Fantasy VII where Zack Fair is the protagonist. This game is worth buying for the Playstation Portable system. On the other hand, I can’t wait for June 12, 2008. This is the release date of Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots for the Playstation 3 system. I already pre-ordered a copy and I am hoping it includes the DVD recap of the previous Metal Gear games. I’m also hoping I can buy a Dual Shock 3 controller for the MGS4 if my budget agrees.

Interviews for the Physical Therapy program in our school already started. I hope they call me soon for an interview. They said that they will only accept round 50 students this year. I hope I can make it. I really want to graduate as soon as possible since I’m getting old and I want to earn my own money. If I can’t make it, then I will go back to work till the next application period for the PT program. I won’t do anything anyway so might as well spend my time wisely. If ever that happens (which I really don’t want to happen), I might save up some money and be able to fly back home. How I wish I can be able to fly home and get into the program at the same time…

I’m into dramas again and what not. It’s been a depressing week I can say. Sunday night was hell because my family talked about me and I felt they were ganging up on me. Monday was worse because my step-mom talked to me. Tuesday was still a sad day since I can’t take my mind off what happened. Wednesday came and I watched Sono Toki Wa Kare Ni Yoroshiku and started watching Proposal Daisakusen.

So what now? I guess I’m writing again just to make sure I take down things I realized this week. I’ll start with today. I realized that the tires on my car needs to be changed because I felt like I was driving on ice earlier this afternoon. It was raining so hard I can barely see the car in front of me. Good thing I came home safe, although I barely made it since I was skidding every now and then.

Yesterday, I ate a pokemon. It was a giant sashimi, big as my palm and it’s expensive so that is my last time eating that thing. The girl that winked at me before was there too. I wasn’t eating alone by the way. I was with a friend, a girl friend who already has a boyfriend. It wasn’t a date or anything, just a casual lunch before school. That night I felt so awkward since I was alone in the house with my father. He told me that I should let go of my past since past is past. I don’t know what to say so I just said yes. Before I went to bed it came to me that I really do have a hard time to let go of the things that happened to me. I guess that is why I can’t let go of my past and still see it as a burden.

Tuesday night, I was so tired of everything I wanted to let go of everything. I feel so alone even now when I am with my family. To be honest, I feel so stupid that night because I bottled up everything after I came here (I think this is not new because I always do this), especially with the things with my mother. I already feel guilty because I didn’t have a proper goodbye with my mother. I told her that I am coming back but apparently, I am stuck here. I knew my mother already gave up a lot of things just for me and my brother. She gave up my brother to his father, and now me. My step-mom added the guilt. She told me my mother signed a adoption letter. I don’t know what that letter was and she asked me if I knew it. I just said yes and I started to burst into tears because I felt so guilty. What adoption letter was she talking about? What ever that is, they didn’t tell me…